Something about the past few weeks have gotten me to start thinking about it again..
If i dont find something to work myself to the bone or stress myself or i might just flip the switch.
Waking up with nose bleeds and coughing up blood again. What is going on?
Possibly the strongest trio group ever
So what happens when someone who puts their trust in almost anyone they meet, loses their trust in everyone?
They become stubborn, greedy, and they hate themselves for it. So this is what I’ve become…
I feel as if my life and imagination has gone dull.
Now that the semester has ended I’ve done nothing but sleep and be on the computer. I dont have the motivation to do anything anymore. Maybe the main reason for that is that I dont have the means of transportation to go anywhere (transit is horrible here) and maybe because none of my friends like to go outside..
Well time to change. Going to start working out again, wake up early and maybe ill be able to spark my imagination again.
I am glad this project is now coming to a finish. Unfortunately I believe I just failed a final because of this project too. But oh well If I do good on this course I actually don’t care.
THANKS ABBY! <33
:D *brings out a broom to clean up later
AnonymousHeyhey Aaron, HAPPY Birthday! Hope school and life keep challenging you. An easy life is the most boring one. Pls be moderate with unhealthy stuff (smoking and cup noodles) Finish ur architecture thinggy cause I need some great ones for my big future plans muhahahah,..well yeah ah yes if people say it's fine, let them overthink and approach them later. Maybe sayin: though its fine with you it isnt for me yet [but who am I for butting in sry XD] - Takoyaki - PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
I’ll keep things like that in mind xD but life is hard enough without people going behind your back like that. Maybe I over reacted myself too cause they all thought I was trying to start a fight when I was asking them stuff. Thanks for the birthday wishes and the tips! :D
one day maybe I’ll become an architect (if I fail my dream to work in the SKE theatre) and help you design a house and other stuff xD
Though its my birthday, the first emotion I felt today was rage..
why the fuck do people always do this.. IF YOU DONT AGREE WITH SOMETHING THEN SAY IT!! WE CAN WORK IT OUT AND CHANGE THINGS! DONT FUCKING SAY EVERYTHING IS FINE, THEN CHANGE IT ALL YOURSELF WITHOUT GOOD REASONING AND COMPLAIN THAT WE NEVER USE YOUR IDEAS! HOLY SHIT I DONT CARE IF YOU USE TADAO ANDO STYLE JUST DONT SAY ITS BECAUSE ITS YOUR CONCEPT AS YOUR REASONING CAUSE THATS TOTAL BULLSHIT!
FUCK! AND PEOPLE WONDER WHY I STARTED TO SMOKE!